WRITTEN BY: Umenze Ndidiamaka
Sorry I’ve not been around for a while, just basically needed to put myself together, and guess what!!!!!?
SPEAK UP 🔊
The weeks the Nigerian youths trooped out to speak against police brutality would forever remain notable. While we don’t have a hold of our request yet, the peaceful protest was symbolic nonetheless. It’s a sign that Nigerians will no longer keep quiet in the face of oppression. They now know the power they possess as people. As much as I learned to speak against bad governance, I also learned not to go mute about inconveniences in my personal life. I won’t be disrespected. I won’t give anyone the power to make me feel small. No more will I be quiet in the face of undue discomfort.
While making this promise to myself, I remembered the timidity I displayed last year and I felt sorry for myself. I had joined a fashion outlet/school as an intern. I had previous knowledge in tailoring but the whole system at this place was foreign to me and their process was sophisticated compared to what I was used to. So there’s room for mistakes right? But one of the stylists didn’t think so. She was a nice person but she made me feel small. I was so scared of making mistakes because she would go like “Ha! you called Amaka to come and do this thing, she won’t get it” or “I know Amaka would make mistake.” I wouldn’t know if she did it intentionally or otherwise but I was hurt. And I was more hurt that I couldn’t tell her how I felt because she was superior. I took all of it until my internship was over.
These past weeks got me reflecting on the incident. I felt terrible like it’s happening all over again. But I forgave myself because there’s no point wallowing in regret. At least I know better now, not like I didn’t know that time too but fear held me back. The right thing to say is, I will do better now, I’m not as vocal as I want but I’m getting there. Even if I have to say it with tears in my eyes or a shaky voice, I will speak out against any form of humiliation and oppression in my personal life.
Will you do the same?
ABOUT THE WRITER:
Ndidiamaka is a Jesus addict, fashion designer, investment enthusiast, motherland mogul, avid reader, and Ìyá l’ẹgba’s great grand-daughter 😁
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Twitter: silk and chiffon @amminwa
Edited by AKINMULIRẸ Ìtùnúolúwa Ìfẹ́Olúwakìítán
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